Friday, April 24, 2009






gosh... fancy getting my nose into someone else's business and instead of getting applauds, i got scolded for it.how great can that be? The part of trying to help is not being distinguished at all.
oh boyy. . hatred is really something ay mates.

let's see i'm gonna post about hatred.

theoretically, HATRED comes from the root word HATE.

boohoo. as as you know it stands for prejudiced hostility or animosity

boy . i didn't realise that the hatred for one particular person could actually make the one who's right really really wrong. .

what do i mean by that?

let's add in three characters in this scenario, namely Alex(A), Blair(B) & Clay(C)
A has problem. A hates B. C hates A.

C tells A: i hate you. you disgust me.
A tells C: what did i do to you? (inserts grandmama stories)
the beginning of vulgarities.
B comes into the picture trying to help A.
A scolds B for poking into his business.
Instead of C being the subject of discussion, B became the victim.
and it's all because of the hatred of A towards B.

phewww...life's really unfair. but still it has to go on.
oh i'm going out for brunch.
i'll post again

Sunday, April 19, 2009

recently someone told me about this joke

statistics have shown that people who have a receding hairline at the front are known to be thinkers. They think alot and are always under alot of stress.

surveys and polls have also been conducted to find out about men who are bald in the middle of their head. In actual fact, women find them hard to resist and very sexy

what about when you grow old you have a receding hairline and a bald middle-head?
answer is YOU JUST THINK YOU'RE SEXY

cheers to the person who told me this
and he's none other than my bro-in-law

ahhh anyways i got myself a few rides and two horses.

hey are the pics









Friday, April 17, 2009

i just got back.
went out with Serynna, Mel, Dut and A-im.
enjoyed from day till night.



getting you on my mind was tough
getting you out was even tougher
i know our time was rough
because it was more of pain than pleasure

i wanted to go to greater heights
so i gave all i've got
but it wasn't in my might
and now i fell short

so before we hurt each other
let's put a stop to it
let's go further and further
and shove it all down the pit

it was great and spectacular
when we were way up high
but now it's all so blur
let us part ways and say goodbye

Thursday, April 16, 2009

okay i just finished this book called Mismatch by Tami Hoag.

it was okay i guess. on the contrary it's quite good i guess. okay believe me i took like only 1 hour of non stop reading to finish the whole book.

okay let see the story's about a girl called Bronwynn.

B, almost got married to Ross Hillard. Before their wedding, she found out he was already having an affair with her cousin, another B which is Belinda.
So during the wedding vows she sounded out to the crowd and taddaa.. ran off to some house that belongs to her dead uncle in Vermont.
there, in the old rundown house she met a guy whom she hated his guts. he was a congressman( people who deals with politics)named Wade.

they started all whimsy, argumentative towards each other and yeah that's when she cries when she was reminded of her fiance.
so as expected that's how it all began.

Wade was a guy who never really thought he had ever fallen in love with anyone until he met Bronwynn.

Wade's whole reason being there was to buy the land on which the house is build which in turn belongs to Bronwynn.

Intially, they had a fairytale beggining. You know the details right.

In between those unmentioned scenarios, there was this part where Ross came to find Bronwynn.
And like you know Wade was there, and he managed to wuss Ross away. And again like how you might think, Ross is a bad guy and he's gonna take some Vengeance.
there was also this part where they met wizzer, B's friend.

Yeah B & W were all sweet. Went on a camping trip. Came back , place was full of reporters.
Bronwynn found out from Wade's assistant that they were planning to buy a ski lodge.
She accused Wade of the things he had wanted to do but didn't do.
Wade couldn't do anything about it.
he was so upset, he returned to Indiana.

Wizzer advice B with regards to her R'ship with Wade.

B realised her mistake and did a make up session with Wade by popping the question.

i think it's a fairytale with a slight twist to it. Overall i think it's quite good. Predictable but the story line is quite coherent.

Saturday, April 11, 2009











oh boy, 17-years old wonder does it again saving Man Utd the second time round.
no doubt, he's a super sub. Making his name rise above the rest, similar to how Ole Gunnar Solkjaer made his.


I'm over the moon. I met this young beautiful girl. She is just beyond words description. Nice, subtle, petite most importantly she's intelligent, quite witty too i must say. I don't know whether she's just a diversion, but she's still nice alright. She makes me feel secured. I mean i'm not saying i'm insecure or what but she just know how to make me feel good by letting me be myself. Like i say, why does life always has to be unfair...


1335
getting ready to go to a wedding.

Ola va Ola spacca

I'm all black today.

Friday, April 10, 2009

to love and be loved in return

it's weird. life's weird.
how come when you really want something, it always, i'd like to emphasize it again, it always does not go your way.
Does good thing really happen to those who wait, to those who are patient?
Seriously, i do not have a clue . .

Love. What does the noun Love means to you?


Theoretically, the definition of that noun in the dictionary is
strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties love for a child (2): attraction based on sexual desire : affection and tenderness felt by lovers (3): affection based on admiration, benevolence, or common interests love for his old schoolmates b: an assurance of love love (m-w. com)

But seriously what does it mean towards any other individuals?

If you were to do a survey, asking people on the street about the definition, every single answer they'd give would differ from one another but has a slight similarity in it.


In actual fact, there's is no one correct definition for it.

If you ask me that same question,
I'd simply give you this answer " Love is the counterpoint of one another s' Soul.



I once loved(reiterate that) i loved someone so much. She was my queen. Honey, Candy, Ecstasy or whatever you people give names to your loved- ones.It's all the same.
Though it didn't have a good ending it, i learn from it and i treasure the times.

it is better to have love and lost than not to loved at all

Love has power that dispels Death, charm that conquers the enemy.


good night readers






Thursday, April 9, 2009







SHADES, SHADES, SHADES

I'm in LOVE with them

and of course i have ordered for them.
Weeee..

unfortunately packages come in 2 to 4 weeks.



Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Monday, April 6, 2009

i went for Oasis concert. it was AWESOME

Ghaz, Serynna and I sure did enjoy our night.
Eventhough, the night started out really slow, it escalated when we were inside the arena.

We were all dancing and jumping around like monkeys.
However there was this couple. From the moment we arrived , there were moody and all.
Sitting down instead of jumping around like(you're on ecstacy)(insert-face "___")
But damn, the girl was HOT alright.

there's pictures and videos but it's all with that ass....
so as soon i get them, i'd post them here. WEE..

Situation:
I'm not feeling good.
Backaches
Headaches (Migraine)
I've got my chemo coming pretty soon.
If it continues like this, i bet i'll die anytime soon.

Needs:
i could do with a good massage.
SPA-TREATMENT & FOOT REFLEXOLOGY would be EXCELLENT

SHALL WAIT FOR THURSDAY.
and i really need to watch FAST&FURIOUS 4

damn. i can't WAIT

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Did you realize?

did you realize how things are so different now,
did you realize how much we don't talk to each other,
how much we don't relate to each other anymore.

did you realize how much things have changed,
changed from the moment i met you,
changed from the moment we hit our pit-stop

did you realize that i didn't enjoy being someone I'm not.

did you realize that we are going further away from each other.
from the moment it was not set,
my heart began to ponder,
waiting for the heartache to stop

but as time goes by i know that was it,
things are never meant to be

as time flies by,
I'm sure one of us will say goodbye.

Did you realize that i realized?

Friday, April 3, 2009




































REMINISCE

i just couldn't keep myself from laughing after looking at this few pictures
no wonder i got the gay boy status back then.

damn, i miss those times.
looking at the present, it makes me feel nausea.
so boys and girls, start reminiscing,
look back into the golden old days,
Re-live the memories.

Life as it is

life as it is

life is just like a Roller-coaster
life is full of obstacles
life is full with ups and downs,
someday it may be good, someday it may be bad
it is like the waves, it has its high and low tides
but that is life

Everytime you fall, you stumble upon a rock,
you pick yourself up, because it will only make you stronger

the challenge is not to stand up on your own
but it is to keep standing even when you're worn out
and when you know that it's literally impossible to do so.

One day at a time--It is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering

I made myself a promise,
A very long time ago,
And these are just a few things,
That I would like you to know

I made myself a promise,
To find an indescribable girl to me,
Where I love so many things about her,
Things the world cant seem to see

I made myself a promise,
For us to spend time together,
I want a love that won't die,
I want the kind that lasts forever

I made myself a promise,
To show her love even when I'm mad,
And to show her a love so strong,
The strongest she's ever had

I made myself a promise,
To always make her see,
Cause I don't want her to question,
How special she is to me

I made myself a promise,
To leave her little notes to show I care,
And I will hold her as much as I can,
Which will make her fully aware

I made myself a promise,
To make her feel as loved as could be,
And I know
I will keep these promises
Cause she's the girl for me